well...where do i start? this is suppose to be like a journal,but like any journal ive ever had
ill just neglect and abandon this here keeper as time goes by. Keeper of all true feelingz
and thoughtz. I'll never put how i really feel so therefore ill be dishonest. Yea to tha one
thing thatz suppose to keep thingz like that. Naw ill put how i feel but probably wen i get
mad and need to be heard. Oh yes ill be heard but this is only where ill ever say wat i feel
jus off the tha top. I gotta start gettin in tha habit to say wat i feel wen i feel it regardless of wat anybody else thinkz but thatz neva been me. Iunno.... wat am i afraid of? i kno, im
afraid of otherz opinion. Im too worried about wat sumbody wud think and wat negative
comment that might shoot out theyre mouth. Well it aint like that here where i cant see the the ppl who might comment so itz all good. Thatz not right for my gurl though,she has tharight to kno watz on my mind or how im feelin wen i feel it. communication is important to her,i shud give her wat she wantz i mean i want to know everything so this needz to bea mutual thang. I love her so much. I cud never express how much. She'z my world,my everything. Without her i dont kno if my life wud be tha way it iz now. Of course it wouldnt,shez so wonderful and she makez me feel like ive never felt before no lie. Since the first time i talked to her i knew she had to be mine. Shez wat ive been searchin for. i try put heron tha highest pedestal becuz thatz where she deserves to be. I Love U Denise, With all of my heart and i will alwayz love u as long as im still breathing. Even after that (smilin)...but anyway shez tha one who got me one of these on here so thank u baby. U shud check her out if u havent already shez xplicit-linez but yea ima be out cuz my wordz are running short
and i think this is a good start for my first entry so until next time....
